It's worth

I am an ordinary woman

I do have sore wounds because of love

I do feel cold, I do feel lonely

Tears painted fall upon my face

Sometimes I am as tough as a rock

Sometimes I am as strong as the ocean

But sometimes my weak fragile wild languish

But its worth,

Its worth,

When I am an ordinary woman,

but I was an in-ordinary in one heart,

Its worth,

When I do have sore wounds that was treated and mended,

Its worth ,

When tears painted fall upon my face was colored with joy,

Its worth,

To be weak and fragile when someone stand strong by your side,

and say Love You Forever My Sweetheart, Always....

Its worth for the one I called my Heartthrob

my Sunshine, my Better Half....

Last Time, This Time

Last Time

You’re happy when you text me

You wait for the moment to be with me

You prioritize me before others

You feel sad when I’m not there

You will tell me everything first

You need me

I’m very happy with you

I love you

You love me 

OUR BOOK

Face on my notebook,

Laying in front of Facebook,

Smiling face inside the book,

Someone already caught my book,

The book inside my heart,

He took the thorn pages book,

He mended the book,

He wrote love on empty pages,

He made me say that,

This is our BOOK,

1^st edition, August 2011.

Back to July

My Blackberry beeped,

In the middle of night,

A text message went in,

Saying that,

“Can you please text me tomorrow morning”,

“A text from you can brighten my whole day”,

I sent him a morning wish on the next day,

He was delighted as always,

No, it’s more than always,

I never knew that,

I will remember that moment till now,

No, it will be forever.

The Sun in me

Every time I see you,

You’re shining like a sun,

Brighten the darkness in my life,

Even if I blind, I can still see you,

I can still feel you,

I can feel the warmth of your fondness,

Nothing can erase my love for you,

Because you’re my sunshine.

Reminiscence of the liar

Stroll down my memory lane,
Recalling the days with him,

Let me water my soul,

Because I know,

His oath of allegiance,

Were never meant to be mine,

A word from him is a half truth,

A half truth is a whole lie,

Thousand of promises,

Thousand of lies,

Time changes truth to lies,

No matter how much I bleed,

No matter how bad he did,

I can forget him,

I can forget it,

But a lie from him,

I shall never let it go,

Because a lie reminiscence of the liar.

What should I do?

I still don’t understand love

So I can’t get any closer

But why does my foolish heart keep pounding?

I’m haunted by you again and again

I just can’t get away

This hopeless love

Hurts my heart so much

Going from day to night

You’re all I think about

Being so pitiful and silly

What should I do?